Good evening, it is Wednesday evening and I am home, which ALWAYS makes me happy…even though I sitting here feeling nauseous (and having vomited a little while ago, TMI maybe but this is my reality!). No matter how I feel, I always feel best at home. So here I am, I do hope you are somewhere that makes you feel the same.
So, we are still dealing with the challenges that have arisen with the kidney stone…a failed Lithotripsy treatment last week yielded little more than 2 days off work and $100 co-pay, followed by another $70 the next day seeing the Dr T at the hospital…talk about a curve ball…
Really, my year was not supposed to look like this…my mind is whirring like it might blow up I have so much time to think and a limited capacity to do anything that involves too much movement. So I am sitting here with my mind…not necessarily a bad place to be. And know that when I say this year was not supposed to look like this, I don’t mean to imply I have full control of what happens, but I am co-pilot in my journey. I am just not the driver, so my plans have been rather unceremoniously cast aside and my focus has been completely diverted to researching the kidney stone…and have we researched!!! So, I have surrendered to the process and time it is taking to rid my body of this ghost of my past life but I am also starting to want to be more active too. By this I mean that as we have another 3 week wait until we can do the Western treatment again, I am going to try alternate remedies.
Yes, the doctors practically laugh me out of the room when I mention herbs and tinctures but I believe in them. Not to mention cultures that still rely on them…After all, in the Amazon they don’t have lithotripsy tables, they use Chanca Piedra . Chanca Piedra means “stone breaker” and has been used by the indigenous people of the Amazon for generations to promote the body’s natural elimination of gallstones and kidney stones. Studies suggest that it helps the body remove calcium deposits and lower LDL levels…and much more. The link has an excellent article the myriad health benefits of this little plant native to the rainforests of the Amazon Basin and to southern India and China.
I have been taking the tincture, 3 times a day, for 2.5 days. My back aches, I am nauseous…I wonder if something is happening…could it be attacking the crystalline structure of the stone resding within me? I do feel that even if Chanca Piedra does not help in this instance, it will be a mighty ally in the pristine maintenance of a healthy kidney function…this will not happen again…
I also have 3 bags of Chinese herbs that we are simmering for tea. My amazing friend and accupuncturist dropped off her magic mix this morning…thank you Angel Cindy. I just do not have complete confidence in western medicine and only find myself at their mercy because this erupted as an emergency…I will take my little bottle of tincture to share with Dr T tomorrow…as far doctors go, Dr T (Dr Carl Thomas but we call him Dr T!), is a good one…a little off scale when it comes to recovery, one of the nurses said he was a great doctor but sometimes a little too positive…anyway, he is coming in from his vacation to see me and another patient tomorrow morning, he definitely loves his work and cares for his patients. That said, I do not desire to make a habit of seeing him or anyone else in that huge, money grabbing, monster building of sickness and disease, aka Kaiser Permanente! we appreciate that…thanks Dr T…
We do not appreciarte co-pays however. I am fortunate my employer cares about me and started to give me medical insurance a couple of years ago. I have hardly used it but for a bike accident and annual exam, I don’t even know the name of my primary care doctor! In spite of health insurance, we are now at $1400 for co-pays…and before you remind me that $1400 is a fraction of what it would cost without insurance, I would remind you that I am British and cannot conceive of losing my house (if I had one!) as a result of a car accident or kidney stone…and no, the National Health (Britains FREE healthcare system) is not perfect, but it will not take the shirt of your back for bringing you back to life…
And this healthcare we are paying for puts us at NUMBER 33 in terms of healthy nations…33!!! America the superpower is 32 nations behind in terms of the health of its’ populus…need I point out that something is wrong with this picture, we have some of the most expensive medical services in the world, we have more information about food and nutrition, and the impact they have on health or disease…but we keep BigPharma big, fat and happy whilst we get sicker and sicker. THIS COUNTRY IS 33rd in THE WORLD for health…when will we wake up, or will we just keep dying…or worst still, will we just continue to maintain sickness, prolonging life in a weakened state, paying Big Pharma for the privelege…I shudder at the thought…
Well, enough of me, time to try and eat the potato we put in the oven earlier…no, I haven’t managed to say a fraction of what is going on in my mind but you have probably had enough…
One last thing, talking of things not being the way they are supposed to be, this blog was not meant to be about hospitals, morphine and kidney stones…but then again, maybe it was supposed to be about exactly what it is about…life…the joys…the challenges…the curve balls…
We will be transitioning from this back to our intended purpose, to share the information on health with you…we are not trained health consultants, we are just passionate about knowledge, particularly pertaining to the body and health. And we invite you to join us on our Journey to Optimal Health, not to necessarily do what we do, but to keep us company and pool our information for the greatest wealth, our health.
Good night sweet ones,
Sleep with the Angelz
Dance with the Starz, and
Sing with the Moon
In gratitude,with love and Blessings
Make it a RAWsome life
Shivie and Cemaaj
TeamRAW
And when it seems that this path of human life is too much for our delicate Spirits, the following quote from my teacher, Yogi Bhajan always helps me:
“We are not human beings here for a Spiritual experience, we are Spiritual Beings here for a human experience